My Cancer research : thoughts at 3am.

well its  3 am. and I have been working for last 15 hours straight. So I may stray talk but I need to let out what I ma feeling right now. I have been reading clinical notes for last 10 of those hours. All patients suffering from cancer in their twenties to fifties. When they should be full of joy enjoying their lives. I feel sorry for them. But I want to shout out for them as those great people signed to help others by allowing researchers like me to study their cases and possibly try to find answers. Nobody knows whether I will be able to find something groundbreaking but I will try. I will give my best shot. They say fortune favors the brave so God, let me be brave and keep on fighting, give me strength to keep working, whatever is destined is going to happen, but if there is a slightest of a chance that I can make my contribution in making the world better, "Here I am, giving all I have got to this fight."