How could I ever go this far.. Version 2

how could I ever go this far..
why are we flying blown apart.
It was the first time in my life
I was denying...

Nobody is there to answer call
Is this way leaves have to fall..
Waiting for spring sprout in my life
I'm surviving..

Whenever I feel exact this way
I dont say what I've to say
While laughig tear drops in my eyes...
Say I'm lying..!

-Man