I am lying..

how could I ever go this far..
why are we flying blown apart..
it was the first time in my life
I was denying...

No one ever answered call
is it why leaves have to fall..
This is the first time in my life
I stopped trying..

As if I never cared..
I hid my face on the bed
Clearly thoughts clouding my brain..
I was defying...

Whenever I feel exact this way
I say "I am ok"
Alone tear drop my eyes...
Say I'm lying..!

-Man